Hi my name is Susana and I go by Su. I am a devout Christian and have been for 22 years (I am 34 now). I have been going to Saddleback since I was 12 years old. I am 2+ full time student who is finishing a psychology degree at UCI and getting another in ASL (American Sign Language) and LSM (Spanish Sign Language in the US). I am currently applying to get my PhD at UCI in Psychology.
God has blessed my life in ways that I never thought were possible for me. He is paying for my two schools and have opened so many amazing doors that I cannot take any glory for all he has done in my life. I have been living in Tustin with a roommate who has been so kind, supportive and welcoming. However, two months ago she invited a friend to stay with us who happens to practice reading tarot cards and from my understanding speaks to spirits. When the lady moved in, I left on a planned trip to visit my family in Texas for 6 weeks and when I came home two weeks ago, I was asked to leave by the end of September. I have been going through the motions of feeling doubtful, scared, fearful and confused. I know that darkness cannot be with light and not sure why God allowed this person to move in, but through all this my other side reminds me that God is right beside me and to trust his will.I have no idea why my world has been turned upside down within the last few weeks but I know God is in control and trusting him to lead me to my next little corner (that's what I have call my current room). It was by the grace of God that he opened this door because I will be honest, I do not have $900+ to spent on rent BUT looking for someone who is open to negotiate the right price. But I know that nothing is too big nor too small for God. So this is me putting myself out there as I feel that God is leading me to do.
I do not drink, do drugs, smoke or involve myself with any type of partying or illegal activities. I am an imperfect person and can write a book about my imperfections. But I am like King David. My flawed self loves God with all her heart. I have OCD, so I am super clean, organized and quiet. I have a mother who taught me to have morals, principles and integrity which sadly we don't see nowadays, and I lead and live my life by them. I eat super healthy and cook maybe twice a week and usually eat a lot of salads throughout the week. I love working out. I am an avid mountain biker that no matter how many times I have fallen or had to be rescued, I am still out there. I love playing tennis, hiking, swimming, playing the guitar and piano (at least I try). My perfect day is being outdoor or quite the opposite, staying home, reading a great book and having a nice home meal.
I am looking for another little corner. I know I can't financially afford a guest/back house, but I know God is bigger than my financial situation or my doubts. I am looking for a space where I can lay my head, connect with God, study and rest. I love spending my day looking out at the sky, trees, birds and animals (my room connects to the backyard) and just be grateful for the simple things we forget to be grateful for.
If you are reading this and God is speaking to you to open your home to me, please reach out to me. This is my number: 949-294-3473 or by email: susanaR@uci.edu. I might not have a lot of money, but I can say that I am a good, honest and trustworthy person who will honor, love and respect your home.
Thanks for reading my post,
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