to who ever is reading this i hope you are having a great day. my name is Tania M hernandez 28, my boyfriends name is Nicky Jenkins 50 and our dog is called Little One 5mos
we have been together for a bout year but have known each other for the last 10 years. little one came into our lives by accident we were dog sitting her and her owner never came back so we adopted her. she also helps with my condition. we currently are having a rough 2020 year. besides covid, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia on january 2020. im currently am on medication. for those who dont know what it is, its a mental illness that runs in my family. its a split mind illness where i hear multiple voices talking about me and they can mimic voices as well. i have not been able to hold a job because of my condition. my last job i was fired because of my mental illness i could not show up or i would have to walk out once an episode started. its nothing to be afraid of. its not contagious or anything and the myth that is attached to it is that we are violent people. we are NOT VIOLENT. its something i have no control over but with medication it helps a lot. i was a banquet server and then had to be come a cashier because of my conditions and now i cant hold a job because i cant concentrate. the voices get louder with all the noise thats around me. i lost my last two jobs because of this. i have no family support. 4 days before i was diagnosed with schizophrenia, my family disowned me. its really taboo in mexico and even though it runs in my family they are really agianst it and dont talk about it. Nicky is a computer technician. He had some personal issues come up its to why he isnt working at the moment. he is currently looking for work. we have tried going through 211, the county, through mental health services, and through non-organizations but they either dont accept couples, dogs, or are ful,l and cant help us. we do have an income with unemployment but its not much. if anyone has a place where we can go or of anyone renting a room we are willing to pay rent. i currently get paid to go to school and rent is included. our budget is 800 a month. or if someone knows about a program or anything would help. we can be reached at 949 519 9537 or at firstname.lastname@example.org any day from 10am to 10pm agian my name is tania and my boyfriends name is nicky. thank you so much for reading this and we hope to hear from you soon.
I am searching for a room also or housemates that I can pair up with to rent an apartment. I'm sorry to hear about your illness. Have you tried reading "The Bondage Breaker" by Neil T. Andersen. I highly recommend it.
Best of luck on your search and May God heal you of your mental illness.